Looks like I won't be starting school afterall. After a long discussion with Marty, we decided that the timing just isn't right. Grad school is a huge commitment and would require Marty pick up a lot of slack at home and I would have to make sacrifices to allow the time and focus for school work. Thinking about my children being still so young and needing me so much, I think its best that I put this on the back burner.
I'm not even 30 years old yet. I have no idea what the future holds, but going to grad school isn't a priority right now and I don't want to miss out on my kids being little and my limited precious time in the evenings with them.
So I jumped the gun...grad school will just have to wait.